That's proving to be quite true. Yesterday I chatted about Twinkle and it's the first time that I was not moved to tears just talking about him.. I hope I am not being premature but I think I am finally coming to terms with the fact that he is not going to be with me in the flesh any longer.\n\nI met some customers yesterday and I chatted and shared all the beautiful stories I could about Twinkle and his life and death. I might be healing and in some ways I don't know if to be happy or sad..Is that weird? \n\nFor those of you who don't know, I lost my Twinkle more than a year ago and I was a total wreck for weeks - months even. I still get a little sad some Sundays which is the day I found him, but I am getting better. Can anyone relate to this?